Post by KS-Elli on Oct 3, 2011 19:05:14 GMT -5
(>>; Ok...this is...my actual diary from 7th and 8th grade >.< The things about to be read might be VERY depressing... Sorry for that >3< But...it all goes along with my character... I'm just going to post the really more serious ones... *sigh* >_< Btw, when ever I refer to "this" it's something kinda drastic that happened to me in middle school >> Only a few people here know about it...and...blah...)
May 10th 2007-
Hate my life! Hate my life! Hate my life! Every since this has happened MY life has been everything but happiness! I wish she would just come out and say she lied it would be much easier! But instead she's trying to keep it to herself! She been bugging me this whole week! She's also always ak asking me for stuff but never doing anything in return. SHE IS USING ME!!! I can tell! She only says something to me when she needs something like paper! I give her paper just to shut her up, and no "thank you"! She just go's back to whatever she was doing! I realize that I don't have a best friend! I can't cuz I actually realize...I hate everyone! And when I say everyone I mean everyone! It's to hard to be mean of course. So I'm always nice. but every single girl in the class has done something to me! So I can't help but hate them. Especially that LIAR!!! Today she cried just for getting a 67% on a math test. While I on the other hand got a...nevermind that the point is that I don't think I have any friends anyway... Today in Mr. M's we all had to get in groups of 2...of course I was thinking..."Will I be with anyone?" Everyone got in their groups and I was left alone... Behind me, Alex, told me to move so he could be with Austin... Liar and Amanda got together, Celine and Monica. And the other girls with each other. I was just sitting there by myself... Then Maryalex didn't have anyone so she came to me. I was thinking she probably came cuz I was the only one without a partner...and so was she. I was crushed thinking that people who were my friends really aren't.
(>> That's it for now... My first depressed entry in my diary >.<)
May 10th 2007-
Hate my life! Hate my life! Hate my life! Ever
(>> That's it for now... My first depressed entry in my diary >.<)