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Post by BR-Anya on Sept 21, 2011 22:20:16 GMT -5
*Sent; took at least a few days to reply*
Dear Remy,
You wouldnt believe how much better I felt to see your words about that girl. I was so worried that you'd realize how inadequate I am compared to most of the other women out there. Anyway, I'm glad you found out about her. Your sister, huh? That makes me feel better, to be honest. I'm sorry for jumping to such conclusions before. I'm just protective of you. I don't know what I'd do if...So, Hiccup was someone I loved? That would make sense, considering the memories of him that I have are so tender...Remy, I'm sure you didnt steal me away. From how much I love you, I know I had a part in it, too.
(( the paper is stained with tear drops from this point on, some words getting smudged -- represented by periods ))
If you're wondering why It took...long to reply...It's...I stopped writing after the last paragraph. I write as I read your letter, to make sure I touch every topic. Your last one...I couldnt breathe. It was horrible...I was crying...and shaking...
Thank you...for not lying.
Love, Kagome
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Post by Nova~ Haru on Sept 21, 2011 22:24:04 GMT -5
(( Did you want me to reply tonight? Perhaps if we just say when they write them, like you did, we could make it go a lot faster. Lol, he's dying from being away from her! Ugh, if she thinks thats bad, she'll hate the city. :/ ))
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Post by BR-Anya on Sept 21, 2011 22:27:49 GMT -5
(( xD You can! I like writing the letters. She's just shaken up because she got some memories back, and they're all of him, so shes just really attached to him at the moment. ))
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Post by Nova~ Haru on Sept 21, 2011 22:35:43 GMT -5
(( Awwws, okay, lol. Me too! Though sometimes it's hard to fallow my set plot, then also answer her questions. Poor Gambit must write fast, haha. ))
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Post by Nova~ Haru on Sept 21, 2011 22:58:59 GMT -5
Gambit's Letters- The City is in Them, and Around Me.
Thats what you keep saying, but really we have to face the fact that I made you cheat on him. I came to you when you were crying...... .. . I shouldn't have done that, but to me- Well, even though it's selfish, it's the greatest mistake I ever made. I'm glad you're remembering things, thats good. Hey Kagome, I've been thinking about something- nevermind...
(( This part is crumbled the most, though the whole thing is crumbled, he gripped it, not wanting to write her back because he's struggling with what to tell her. ))
Cher'... ... . I'm so sorry Baby, I didn't- I shouldn't have- I wasn't man enough to slap her (( Crossed out because maybe there was something else to it, like he felt sorry for her. )) I've left the western part of the outlands, I've been living in the city for awhile. It's been about six days since your last letter here, I'm sorry it takes so long.
I thought Vanderville was sad, but here it's a bit worse. I don't see many people in the streets, right when I arrived they warned me that there were three gangs that will attack people on the streets. They're nothing like you would think though, most of them are wolves, few humans, and some cats that join the gangs as well. There are beggars on every corner, I believe the gangs leave them alone, apparently they only want to break in new blood.
The person I'm staying with is nice.... ... . She's Haru's cousin, she tells me a lot about him. Would you tell Haru for me, I hear his wife has past on.... ... . I live in her house with two other men, one her husband, the other her brother. Her brother is out most of the time, some people believe he's part of one of the gangs. I'm not really sure, they're more of tribes to me, homeless animals that nobody will stop. The police go after the new people as well, I see them stare at me when I cross the street. I'm not working much, Haru's cousin is very kind to Haru and his friends I believe, she's also quite rich, she says I can stay there for free.
At night, I don't understand how anyone can sleep. If the police cars don't wake you, the screams will. Haru's cousin and her family seem to be heavy sleepers, though I can't drown out the screams. I often think of you in those times, I wish I was there with you.
Kagome..... will you marry me? Marry me again.. ... When I get home. ...
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Post by BR-Anya on Sept 21, 2011 23:15:20 GMT -5
I'm glad you didn't slap her...You're too much of a gentleman to do that. I'm sorry for how I acted - it wasn't fair. You said you pushed her away, and I acted like youd replaced me. It's these memories...They make me want you back so much more - it's at the point now where it hurts to be away from you. Things happen for a reason...That's something I believe with everything I have. So, my being with you was no accident. It was supposed to happen. From what Sango tells me, Hiccup has a girl now, and he and I are friends. See? It all worked out.
Hearing about that city worries me, to be honest. I'm just glad you have somewhere to stay. Kovu, when he first came to, kept telling me how you wouldn't make it, and how theyd break you out there...I refused to accept that, because i know how strong you are. Besides, if something happens to you out there, I'll be there so quickly...Somehow.
There isn't a night I don't think about you. I miss sleeping in your arms, mostly...Hearing your voice...The feel of your kiss...I worry sometimes what Kovu might hear me talking about in my sleep...
...Marry you? ...No.
I didn't mean that. I just wanted to see what it would feel like. Of course I'll marry you. I'll marry you a many times as you'd like, Remy.
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Post by Nova~ Haru on Sept 21, 2011 23:29:00 GMT -5
(( Ugh, I got to take a break to let my computer cool down. ))
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Post by Nova~ Haru on Sept 22, 2011 20:12:58 GMT -5
Gambit's letters// Living in a World Without You, Hardly I Live.
Yeah, Hiccup. .. .Well, can we not talk about him? I'm just very protective of you, and I don't see me ever truly trusting Hiccup anymore. I guess I'm just a hypocrite for wanting to put the past behind us, yet still I find I can't let it go. I miss you.. ..
I had a fever for the last seven days, so I couldn't write to you, I'm sorry. In the night, I shiver from it still, yet it doesn't hold me down from doing what I need to do. I've been offered a job as a performer, I'm not sure if I'll take it. Sure I used to dance when I was with Rukia. ... Though I'm not sure if I could still do that, I have other things to worry about. I hear the westside gang has it's eyes on me. The lead wolf takes an interest in my power, I've seen them watching me. I try to ignore it though, they don't need me and I don't need them.
I find you beside me in my dreams, I find your the only reason I have to sleep at night. I promise, we'll be dreaming alike, in the same place we will find each other. Though when the morning comes, I find I lose you again, but I know I'll find you later. Kovu may have ears to hear most anything, but he's a heavy sleeper sometimes. I'm sure he has other things to worry about.. .. .
I wonder how Haru is, how did he take the news?
Don't scare me like that, I found myself laughing randomly and everyone stared at me when I read your letter. I found I couldn't stop smiling, no matter who I am or who I become, I will always find myself back in your arms. Like a puppy to it's master, something I can't forget. I love you. ...
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Post by BR-Anya on Sept 22, 2011 20:42:00 GMT -5
Sure, Remy. I understand. I know how it felt to hear about the new girls around you, so I get why you don't want to hear about the boys of my past. Its only fair. I miss you, so much.
You had a fever? I didnt feel that...If I had, I could have healed you through the ring. I guess I've been preoccupied recently with the potions. You were a dancer? I'm jealous! I can't dance to save my life. Though, to me, the kind of dancer they tend to look for in the city arent exactly ballerinas...These gangs...They make my skin crawl. Please promise me you'll be safe?
I'm working on strenghtening the ring's powers, though its proving difficult from such a distance. I want to be able to see you. So, I'm trying to connect my powers to it so that our dreams can be linked together. A few hours with you is worth the headaches I've been getting trying to cover for the distance.
Haru? He's okay, I think. I havent heard otherwise. But, I'll ask Ren about him for you.
Hehe, I'm glad I write these letters while I'm alone. The expressions I make must be quite odd...My arms are always open for you, Remy, you know that. Even after drinking that potion, I still had memories of you -- no one else, just you. That means something. I love you.
,Kagome
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Post by Nova~ Haru on Sept 22, 2011 20:55:10 GMT -5
(( I'm so terrible, but I'm going to pause the main plot to just focus on their relationship for a moment, lol, couldn't resist. ))
Dear Kagome//
Thank you. .. Umm, yes it's alright, I took off the ring for most of the pain, I'm sorry, but the last thing you needed was to worry about me. Yes, I was a bollywood dancer, Rukia made me that way, though sometimes it's more of a dream or a natural instinct than I learned it, I don't really remember if I knew it before I took lessons. I don't remember much, just bits and pieces of a life without Kovu. It's strange.. ... Anyway, I'll try and keep safe. .. . It's only been about two days, I guess the time travels slower when I stay up waiting for your letter.
Please don't, I fear if you see me, you might see this place. I will try and see what I can do. Have you ever heard of a phone? Apparently they can carry voices across distances, I'm not sure how it works in the dream world, but Haru has one, perhaps you could borrow his if I ever get one. Though I could only talk to you at night, the police have this thing about new residents talking on phones, I'm not sure what their problem is just yet.
Thanks, that would be great, I'm not sure how much he loved his wife, I didn't even know he had one, but I hope he doesn't take it too bad.
I'm glad to hear it, I guess the heart keeps memories our minds can forget. I know you're a part of my essence, I still feel you wherever you go, the memory of your touch lingers strongly. I love you so much.
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Post by BR-Anya on Sept 22, 2011 21:03:22 GMT -5
You scared me when you took off the ring, you know that? I couldn't feel you -- at all. I assumed you'd gotten hurt. I have a bag packed beside me. Don't worry, I'm calm now. I was just worried. You'll have to show me your dancing when you get home.
But...I want to see you. Memories are only making the hurt less. Actually hearing your voice would...well, make me happy. Very happy, to be honest. Phone, huh? I've never heard of it. Anya was homeless, so she didnt have technology. If you dont want me to see you, then hearing you will be fine. Though, I'm not sure how the time differences will work out...
You're always with me. In my mind, on my skin...It's sort of scary, or at least it was the first time I imagined you here. I was sad, and then I felt like you had your arms around me. It was depressing to realize I was making it all up in my head...
I love you.
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Post by Nova~ Haru on Sept 24, 2011 21:08:32 GMT -5
(( Ugh, I don't have inspiration right now. I'll try and write later... Not sure when I'll have inspiration yet though. ))
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Post by BR-Anya on Sept 25, 2011 18:48:52 GMT -5
(( Take your time, Nova. ^^
fits, no? ))
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Post by Nova~ Haru on Sept 25, 2011 19:07:57 GMT -5
(( *Nods* Very much so! Thanks, sorry, I'm trying to get back into the mood of editing so it's proving difficult to change back and forth. ))
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Post by BR-Anya on Sept 25, 2011 19:19:04 GMT -5
(( Haha, me too, no worries. ^^)
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